i have found the root,
the root of my dis compassion for lazy, for greedy, for selfish
these are my distractions, and i buy them now.
i have acted lazy, greedy, and selfish
these are faulty coping mechanisms and make my heart impure
stack these on a pyre and light it.
i am assembling a machine this life,
I've been wayward.
paddling through doldrums, searching, i am back.
i am back, reigning again over a dream.
i don't want my daughter to find a man just like me,
i want my daughter to find a better man than me.
i don't want my sons to find women just like their mother,
i want my sons to find women better than there mother.
i pray to wake a better version of me each day.....
model a future version of the future......
12/21/13
12/3/13
hallelujah! this time we get down....
the norm is a powerful force
water does the same thing for millions of years,
it carves grand canyons,
moves sand n slices rocks.
i am not water, only part.
but i flow,
towards the down.
toward something manifested by good and righteous dreams,
toward something not unknown or unsealable, just dream able.
toward a constant alpha state,
towards the down.......
/.............
in and out of conflict,
in and out of the cheese,
in and out of the deer house........
/.................
theres a whole lot of "stuff" that goes along with any good trek or mission,
simple things crucial to summit get overlooked.
go great goal getting, but bring your towel..........
water does the same thing for millions of years,
it carves grand canyons,
moves sand n slices rocks.
i am not water, only part.
but i flow,
towards the down.
toward something manifested by good and righteous dreams,
toward something not unknown or unsealable, just dream able.
toward a constant alpha state,
towards the down.......
/.............
in and out of conflict,
in and out of the cheese,
in and out of the deer house........
/.................
theres a whole lot of "stuff" that goes along with any good trek or mission,
simple things crucial to summit get overlooked.
go great goal getting, but bring your towel..........
11/19/13
11/16/13
my peace........
old man north's frigid breath pours over the land again,
cold crawls low cross floors n valleys,
leaves dawn icy armor, as soldiers they safegaurd silence
at the ready, orders to crunch first and ask no questions,
a hunters enemy and savior in the thick north woods.........
today, this is my peace.......
cold crawls low cross floors n valleys,
leaves dawn icy armor, as soldiers they safegaurd silence
at the ready, orders to crunch first and ask no questions,
a hunters enemy and savior in the thick north woods.........
today, this is my peace.......
10/25/13
mama's star climbs the ladder again..............
time to shine brighter yet,
plans n bets on table, risk board set.....
dice are hot this time of year, she rolls hard.
potential for Ascension resonates.....
future laid bare for her hands,
it waits as clear pool for a stones cast.....
toe tipples send small ripples edge to edge,
spheres of influence bump n grind away the surface tension.......
the queen, prepping for stepping,
tepid waters bring comfy bones, fat stashes, warm natural tones........
ahhh wherever mine mind roams....
love and peace for all,
rise and never fall...........
plans n bets on table, risk board set.....
dice are hot this time of year, she rolls hard.
potential for Ascension resonates.....
future laid bare for her hands,
it waits as clear pool for a stones cast.....
toe tipples send small ripples edge to edge,
spheres of influence bump n grind away the surface tension.......
the queen, prepping for stepping,
tepid waters bring comfy bones, fat stashes, warm natural tones........
ahhh wherever mine mind roams....
love and peace for all,
rise and never fall...........
10/19/13
lasting days of 34 on the full moon rest
sirius pours a glass o past acts n artifacts, sits back
sweet life rolls along the river, love family and friends, tributaries,
growing volume, speed n depth the best get swept up with the rest
the quest for large tides n great white rides, these are gravity's gifts,
patiently waiting as fish.
angels and demons play cards on coral
toss lost gold n sand dollars atop the pot
sometimes i sit with them, not to play, but to study, watch the poker faces......
9/7/13
yes, sentences are still running on..............
grab this reign,
lay leather to steed,
breathe easy,
dont bite the bit, harness wits, a master sits, passes grass with a goat,
back n fourth of july,
man does time, n flies have their way with the leftovers....
flex the soular band, this house is a catapult, climb aboard, prepare to up unweight again.
at the crests heavy things get light, i will move mountains...
faintly the beat thumps back, drums ears come road runnin logik over the pick up note, one drops, two follows, three trys triplets, n four?, 4 packs the pick up notes around...
lay leather to steed,
breathe easy,
dont bite the bit, harness wits, a master sits, passes grass with a goat,
back n fourth of july,
man does time, n flies have their way with the leftovers....
flex the soular band, this house is a catapult, climb aboard, prepare to up unweight again.
at the crests heavy things get light, i will move mountains...
faintly the beat thumps back, drums ears come road runnin logik over the pick up note, one drops, two follows, three trys triplets, n four?, 4 packs the pick up notes around...
5/16/13
wakes n sails n scurvy dog tales......
its wild out
shadows n shady figures lurk the corners, so live,
be bright, light as lithium, power, LED
focus chi n bring it with,
travel wise, sail swift,
trails through the darkest rifts are best guided by teachers
the soap box preachers get lost on late night shows where laugh lists n laugh lasts roll past as white caps n troughs, arrr a pirate's golden go to,
ride the bow n row as viking through doldrums...
shadows n shady figures lurk the corners, so live,
be bright, light as lithium, power, LED
focus chi n bring it with,
travel wise, sail swift,
trails through the darkest rifts are best guided by teachers
the soap box preachers get lost on late night shows where laugh lists n laugh lasts roll past as white caps n troughs, arrr a pirate's golden go to,
ride the bow n row as viking through doldrums...
2/19/13
sirius b the breakfast......
cast clean iron to fire,
only flashin half the cash n takin dirty to the laundry,
sirius b the fat chicks egg whites n skinny mans jimmy deans.
streak free plates awate silver spooned dreams
chewin the new, i watch treelines close,
life moves its host, muses most to love or leave.
keep chiseling flat spots off the wheel n feel with all ya got,
crack the whip n drive team on,
trails need broken or the pack cant pass,
be as lead dog, let em smell that ass........
only flashin half the cash n takin dirty to the laundry,
sirius b the fat chicks egg whites n skinny mans jimmy deans.
streak free plates awate silver spooned dreams
chewin the new, i watch treelines close,
life moves its host, muses most to love or leave.
keep chiseling flat spots off the wheel n feel with all ya got,
crack the whip n drive team on,
trails need broken or the pack cant pass,
be as lead dog, let em smell that ass........
1/31/13
Adenosine Triphosphate, and Qi gong......
mutiny begets a rumreefless captain's crew,
reflect daily, prey as kat man do
upon Qi gong this engines running strong
so long sat n thought deep these connections speak clear
each year with practice n patience, the harness updates, the adenosine's triphosesfate,
hands shake and its done
guess their comin for the guns, gonna feel up our helixez, try n get the toilets on runs,
pile up the rolling papers apply pressure n write about it
stash beans n rice about it
play each day like the last
worship the sun.........
reflect daily, prey as kat man do
upon Qi gong this engines running strong
so long sat n thought deep these connections speak clear
each year with practice n patience, the harness updates, the adenosine's triphosesfate,
hands shake and its done
guess their comin for the guns, gonna feel up our helixez, try n get the toilets on runs,
pile up the rolling papers apply pressure n write about it
stash beans n rice about it
play each day like the last
worship the sun.........
1/23/13
no need for hardhat with a head like this one
they hired me from home to bang some atoms off my dome and create some nuclear fission.
which is good my brothers cuz i dont work well with others and when the genie said wish one
i replied with a splinter in my third eye that i needed a more compatible 2nd edition
my fishin pole is broken as you can tell with whats spoken rokin good stuff on a mission
to build an addition that wont crumble when the earth it starts to rumble
and i fumble through my thesaurus cuz i dont wanna come across porous
all borises are spies i learned i weeded through the lies i yearned to see the friggin skies
and burned a dime sized hole through my hat thinkin try n imagine that, lincoln...
im stinkin up my keyboard this morning. and noone heeded the warnings.
formin fangs as they backed me into the corner this place can only get so much warmer
before it burns...
pause
im feelin much better as i compose to the world this letter
i hope im gettin points across the field and peggin the bullseye of how i feel
cuz i dont even know at this point...
im shootin blind into the sun and wind and if sublime be a blunderment
so be it. i had and i lost and i never payed the cost and this b my punishment
to be blount if this joint sad to say though it may last all day it was meant to burn alone
but puffin away i remain like a mostly sick train that will WILL make it home
whether it thinks it can or not.....
which is good my brothers cuz i dont work well with others and when the genie said wish one
i replied with a splinter in my third eye that i needed a more compatible 2nd edition
my fishin pole is broken as you can tell with whats spoken rokin good stuff on a mission
to build an addition that wont crumble when the earth it starts to rumble
and i fumble through my thesaurus cuz i dont wanna come across porous
all borises are spies i learned i weeded through the lies i yearned to see the friggin skies
and burned a dime sized hole through my hat thinkin try n imagine that, lincoln...
im stinkin up my keyboard this morning. and noone heeded the warnings.
formin fangs as they backed me into the corner this place can only get so much warmer
before it burns...
pause
im feelin much better as i compose to the world this letter
i hope im gettin points across the field and peggin the bullseye of how i feel
cuz i dont even know at this point...
im shootin blind into the sun and wind and if sublime be a blunderment
so be it. i had and i lost and i never payed the cost and this b my punishment
to be blount if this joint sad to say though it may last all day it was meant to burn alone
but puffin away i remain like a mostly sick train that will WILL make it home
whether it thinks it can or not.....
1/20/13
luck happens where preperation meets oppurtunity.........
carve peace from chaos,
sail on and off course,
endorse an underdog....
hound n hare run on through this night, pushing limits of smell sound taste n sight.
past comfort zones the razors edge weights, carves through jungle n exposes shaved fates.
masses marchn n gathern piped pipesters, drum circle it up n chant for changed diapers,
so line up ta count down from 3...2.....1, finding our lucks on times already begun...........
sail on and off course,
endorse an underdog....
hound n hare run on through this night, pushing limits of smell sound taste n sight.
past comfort zones the razors edge weights, carves through jungle n exposes shaved fates.
masses marchn n gathern piped pipesters, drum circle it up n chant for changed diapers,
so line up ta count down from 3...2.....1, finding our lucks on times already begun...........
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